2/3/2026 – I’m walking down a stairway out the door with a couple of other chaps. One is this well-dressed thin dude in a suit with shortly cropped hair who starts hitting on me, which of course spawns the classic: “Man I so wish I was gay.” Rant I always do and the other dude is just sort of rolling his eyes at me. But like, he genuinely doesn’t seem to understand what I’m saying and I’m not understanding that. Interesting. Maybe it’s the delivery. I would say that half the

1/31/2026 – We’re in the old basement apartment again and it’s surreal per the usual. Why the hell are we back here? I want to leave but my wife is stuck on us hanging here and she can’t even explain why. It’s not great. I keep telling her it’s basically illegal for us to be here. We have a much nicer place, what the fuck? The whole sitch is pretty anxiety inducing and it’s like she’s not only refusing to leave but putting new add-ons into the joint. What the fuck? To be fair

1/28/2026 – I’m sitting outside in what seems like an old almost Olympic stone style architecture facility. Probably a university. We’re sitting on the sidewalk type area of this courtyard whatever and we’re somehow in a circle. This teacher type woman with auburn hair asks the woman sitting next to me a question and it’s like one of those sitches where I know each person in the circle is going to have to answer the question. She does and gives what I deem an adequate but pre

1/25/2026 – I’m told: “You’re ready to go!” Then: “Fascism.” And finally: “Flame on!” Yep. Everything’s feeling right. I suppose the use of super freaky force had to first be properly justified. Wrong move motherfuckers. Wrong fucking move.   1/26/2026 – In a deep meditative state, I’m implanting a sigil into an energetic cocoon mind. Seems like something I should have done before. Yeah. Def strange that this is my first time doing this. I’m also shown that since the psychede